I love my husband.

I just have a feeling I need to tell Justin how much I love him. So here goes...
I really am a lucky girl to have found such a great guy! 99% of the time I don't deserve him or the way he treats me. I know Heavenly Father knew what he was doing when he gave me such a patient, loving, sensitive, PATIENT husband. My mom says she believes Justin was hand made just for me with all the traits I would need in a better half. It is true! Justin has qualities I didn't even know I needed/wanted!
He is so good to me. He is patent (which is something he would HAVE to be to live with me!), understanding, the most easy going person I have ever met!(which balances my up-tight-ness very well) He listens to me, Loves me more than I deserve, and my favorite- he tries so dang hard! He is constantly working to be a better husband (something I'm not sure is possible). He listens when I tell him how I feel and tries to change or improve anything he is not already perfect at.
I know I am not the best wife ever. I also know Justin has been through a lot in his life. He deserves better than me, plain and simply. Events have happened recently that leave me heartbroken, worried that Justin does not know how much I love him and appreciate him.

I didn't know it was possible to have someone wrap their big strong arms around me and -no matter what the life altering issue I am having that day- everything is all better! He walks into a room and all my stress goes out the window cause he is there to help me with anything (no matter how girly and ridiculous it is).

Not only is he amazing on the inside but he is so dang handsome on the outside. I love how big he is! His big hands and arms are my favorite thing ever!! And those dimples... gosh dang! Secret weapon I swear! He could light my house on fire and flash me that gorgeous smile and dimples and I would forget I had nothing left to my name!
With everyone talking about this horrible economy I'm not gonna lie I have been a little worried about... everything (Justin says worry is what I do best). After listening to conference and hearing fear is the opposite of faith, and to be of good cheer, and if you do whats right everything will be ok... I have realized something... I could lose my job, and my car, and have to live in a van down by the river, with no clothes, shoes :( , makeup, or shower... and as long as I still had Justin by my side everything would be ok.

Really when it comes down to it, family is all that really matters. I am so thankful I have an eternal bond with him and NO MATTER WHAT we will be together forever. He is all I need and I'm so thankful for him in my life. I need to try harder to let him know how greatful I am for him and how amazing I think he is.

He is the best thing that ever happened to me.

I love you baby- I want you... and the whole world... to know it!!!! Thank you for being my everything!